It hit me the other day…. Summer is just about over (whatever that means to us here in LA) and I’m coming up on 5 months of “fun employment” after my layoff. WHOA. How is time going so fast? We’ve had a lot going on this summer between traveling, friends coming into town, weekends away, my 30th birthday blowout, etc, but seriously, how is it already September? I feel like I blinked in June, and here we are.
It also hit me the other day that I’m still trying to figure out what exactly WTF I’m doing with my life, etc. How has 5 months gone by and I still don’t have a “real” job? How is Worship Worthy not at the point I expected to be at in my head? What have I been doing? Eeeek! Scary feeling, you guys! Also, that “OMG I’m 30” landed on top of me, all at once. Shits getting real.
I tend to stay inside the lines, if you know what I mean. Anyone else? I mean, I have my ways of doing things: I like particular foods (and hate others), I only do my hair about three different ways, I have a certain style I tend to lean to most- comfortability. Nothing wrong with that, right? Well no, but I think it’s good to sometimes push ourselves a little more. Pushing ourselves a little more than we want to can lead to awesome things.
Eeeeeeek! Today is Tuesday August 10th, and it’s officially my last day in my 20’s…. Kind of freaking out, and also feeling so READY for this next chapter. You know what I mean? I’m so happy to be moving on in the next chapter of my life, but also no where I expected to be at at 30. I guess nobody ever is though, right?
Over the last month as this day has ben creeping up on me (and it came realllly fast), I’ve been thinking more and more about all of the lessons I learned in my 20’s, the experiences I had and what I had wished I had known sooner. So I thought I’d share some of those thoughts with you here (and also this dress because I love it)!
I’ve learned so much from reading this book and it’s truly been helpful to pull me out of my funk after losing my job. One of the things I have been working on is grabbing my life by the horns and making shit happen for myself. It’s easy to be negative, passive, and dismissive. But those things won’t lead you to a positive, happy life where dreams come true.
Well, I figured after my last post, where I got real about my current life situation (and losing my job), now is the right time to continue the journey of being transparent, honest and share my struggle of anxiety with you. So many people resonated with my Life Transitions post, and I received so many sweet/amazing messages from people, I hope this post will do the same and inspire someone out there.
(Plus, we’re going to talk for a quick second about this jumpsuit and why I’m obsessed…because, fashion.)